"It’s hard to describe how it feels to be that close to something you’ve always wanted, something that so many people say you are perfect for, only to have it slip through your fingers.
But I don’t have to tell you how it feels. I’m sure you know already, because I’m sure you’ve lost something that matters to you. I’m sure you’ve seen a dream slip away. Or lost a love that you thought would define your life. Or perhaps you made a mistake that ruined your chances of knowing the happiness you were pursuing...But the thing is, as much as you may suffer in that moment, it doesn’t last. Eventually, your broken heart heals. Your options get better. Your horizon brightens. And you keep going; you keep moving toward new goals, new happiness, and deeper love."
So 2013 has brought me so much. Suffering, heartache, new adventures, love, sadness, joy, all a huge, emotional mess.
This week?
This week was really the cherry on top of 2013. Pretty much the only thing that hadn't happened that could have happened to make everything a million times more confusing happened. So, big decisions over the next few days. Next Tuesday will be monumental in my future. Ready for monumental 2013 to end and hopefully a peaceful, easy going 2014 will take its place.
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